hey again...sorry it has been so long since i have been able to post!! ummm yah, so stash came over on saturday...for 9.5 hours..and then he came over again sunday...only for 4 hours this time though...my brother and my neighbors were all spying on us through the basement window though, and they videotaped us laying on the couch together (nothing was happening!) and then my brother claims he saw us making out...we weren't!!! (at least not when he was there...) crazy thats what this is crazy...anyway...and then yesterday was hat day...we finally didn't miss it for once!!! i was wearing stash's hat...its at my house right now though...i forgot to give it back again...well i better go see y'all later...and don't forget how much i love you!!!

hi

yay!!! its FRIDAY!!!!!!i love fridays...no more school for the weekend... wahoo... anyway...i don't think that i am gonna go to pepband...no one that i wanna be with is gonna be at the game...maybe i'll go do somethign with stash ...unless he goes tothe game and works concessions...which he just might do...well i g2g nothing importants happening right now..so bye...!!!!

hi!..whats up? i am working (supposedly) on my adobe cd cover thingy....only im not...everyone else is going to pine knob on tuesday...not me of course tough...atually i haven't been invited officially...not that i could go anyway, i have my class...and maybe i'll go hang out with stash afterwards...oh yah speaking of stash...i finally went to his house yesterday...i was there for about 2 hours or something like that, and then we went back to my house for another hour and a half...it was so funny though...we were sitting on his couch in the basement watchng cartoons...he had his arm around me and i had my head on his stomach, and guess who walks in...? his neighbor and friend...Greg! so they start talking, im just stting there pretending i wasn't there...and then greg was like "well i can see you're a little distracted right now..." so he went and played on stash's computer...oh well...oh and his litle brother was fighting with his mom...heard a lot of f words, all in a row too...and then when he drove me home, he found out that his little brother zach wrote something perverted on his car window...but he rolled down the window and wouldn't let me see so you know it wasn't cool...oh well...see all you guys later...love ya!

hi again...do ou think it'll work?

hiiiii!!!! so whats up with all of you? sorry i haven't posted in so long...i've been busy, and without computer access...yah so anyway, friday i had exams and then me and jesse and stash went to the basketball game..pep band woo...and then on saturday, stash came over before he went to the monster truck thingy...(i should of gone after all...mike went too) and then my friend amanda came over and spent the night...and then on sunday i went to pine knob with rachel and boatman...we bonded...as rachel would say...heehee...and stash went snowboarding on monday with his family and fractured his wrist...not cool...i feel so bad for him...well whatcha gonna do..i love all you...

hi! ummm yah...today is interesting....i'm at OSMTech ....there are a whole three kids here...me, kurt, and jesse...yay...not...if boatman and greyson were here, then we would play ERS...and jesse thinks i have yummy bagels...and yes i'm speaking literally...oh nevermind...i was really mad at ben cuz he told mike everything i said to him on the phone, only...then i rethought it and it is better cuz now i don't have to tell him myself!!! he's a sweetie, but i like stash so much more...yep i really really do...i love all y'all!

yah stash is coming over today...he's going to new york on the band trip...im not going...i wanna go but i can't....hopefully my dad will be good today....he hasn't met stash yet...uh-oh

hi...i made some changes..yet again...thanx for your help jesse...anyway..he's coming over today...stash is gonna come over thursday....yay!!!!! BYE

yo i love everyone..except for a couple of people

yay...now its monday..i took my math exam in 35 minutes..we had an hour...anyway...on satuday me and stash went to the movies...we saw orange county...it was funny...and then we to my house and played playstation with my five year old cousin...lots o fun...and i finally got to talk to ben...mike was in the car...oh yah...that was smart...im so cool...not...i love everyone still....

yo...everyone..nothing can go wrong today...i am so happy...stash asked me out last nite...yay...anyway..i still havent heard from ben..maybe later today...my mom saw stash and his sis at the grocery store..i was at dance, i didn't see him...i just gotta think of what to say to ben...oh i know...i will figure out how to tell mike that i dont want to be anthing more than friends..without hurting him..cuz getting hurt sucks..dontcha think? i love everyone...at least for now...

i love you too jesse!!! well you know what i mean...i love everyone..at the moment at least...so yah i went to the mall with stash yesterday...we were there for about 3 hours or so..we had fun..i guess..anyway...so i got haome at like 7:40 and my mom thought i was high or something cuz my eyes were all red from mny contacts...that was screwy but so then at like 8:30 the phone rings..i was assuming that it was my dad...but lo and behold, big surprise...it was stash's friend chris..ya know the one that likes RACHEL! and so i thought he was gona ask me something about rachel but instead he asked me out for stash!..he kept going on and on about how he didn't want stash to pass up this opportunity and that i was the right girl for him and everything...it was kinda strange...and he wouldn't tell me if stash knew about this or if he was there or anything like that..it was weird oh well..now i g2g to LOtown and find out if stash knew about it in the first place...uh-oh..what if he doesn't? well then i'll just be screwed...i love you guys...

blah...this is Jesse...hmm...I was trying to figure why one of the pics on kim's now wonderful blog wasn't working...I think I found it...heh...so...yeah...I love you!...as kim would say...although I love her too...not really but....yeah...

yah...sam(antha) has been talking to stash alot...i knew that already so its ok...BUT...when we were at pine knob friday...stash said somethingabout sam "bugging" him about me....asking him when he was gonna ask me out and the like...she has done it alot..uh-oh...i wish he would hurry up and do it already, if he is going too, that is...i need to talk to Ben though...very very important...i made myself a deal...if he doesn't ask me out by friday... and i still like him then, then i am going to ask him out on monday...but then again, saying that and doing that are two, different things completely...i love all y'all....

hiiiiiiiiiiiiii!...i am in such an incredibly great mood today...you cannot believe it!...i cant either!!! im gonna go spend the night at a friends house tonight...yay no brother!!! anyhoo, i went to pine knob last night, i got home after dropping everyone off at oh about 11:30, i went with my ctown peep (keith) and rachel and josh, then we met stash and his friends and karney and sharkey(also from ctown) too...one of stash's friends, chris, likes rachel, but shush dont tell her...it is so funny....i officially suck at snowboarding..i hurt myself again...yeparoo..love you all...

yah i dont like school...and for once im not in science class while im writing this!! OMG amazing isnt it?...no its not...anyway..im screwed..this kid...he loves me....i only kinda sorta maybe like him...(backup) ....but i like this otheeeeeeeeeeerrr kid a whole bunch more....but i sent the first kid (kid a) an email...basically telling him i loved him, just to see what he'd say...well he wrote back...he loves me AND he's serious....i was more than half kidding...he wasn't at all...uh-oh....oopsie...i can take care maybe...probably not...which means...jesse will...jesse always takes care of everything!!!...always....all the time...we don't love each other (me and jesse) though...*wink*wink*....
i love all you peoples!

yo all you peoples! whats up? so yah yesterday i went to the mall with stash...yay!!! it was fun...anyway...schools started again...not cool...i dislike school...except third hour...stash is in that class..fourth hour sucks extremely though...well dont forget i love you all!!!

yay!!!!!!! it just so happens to work...now i can do this at OSMTech when i should be doing science...so yah...as some of you may know, i have what is known to some (jesse) as a "soap opera" life, i have many relationship problems, without being in a relationship..screwy a'int it?
love ya

yah well i decided to start this now, everyone has one...it might work..isn't at the ...jesse i need to talk to you very very soon...you already read that message from mike...i didn't mean for that to happen...well don't forget i love you all!!!